If this is about me just know you will never lose me. I know i get distracted at times with my stoner mind, but there is only one thing i constantly think about and that is you. Everyday and night and minute you play through my head like a beautiful melody i dont want to stop playing. I am going to spend my whole life with you and everyday will be an adventure for us. Dont think for one second you are going to lose me because each day i get closer to you. I learn something new or admire what once was. I will never find another woman like you. So beautiful and elegant but with a rebel wild side only i have seen to you. My world would crumble if i had lost you. I would just be sitting in a hole wondering what happened. Id constantly fight for you, needing your return cause i dont want anyone else in my arms. I only want to rest my fingers between yours, sleep next you as we cuddle as close as possible. I only want to touch my lips to yours, for that is a feeling i will never take for granted. Each kiss, even just a peck is incredibly special to me. I only want you and i will always choose you over anyone anyday. No one is as good as you no matter what you say. No one else can smile to me and send butterflies through me and make me just want so much more. I long to make you happy and i always will cause just knowing i have you gives me all the happiness i need. Youre my babygirl, my honeybutt, my wife.
I feel as though Im losing him.